I know, the title sounds strange \u2014 but it\u2019s not a mistake. One night in Gran Canaria, at a party, that\u2019s exactly what hit me.<\/p>\n
Let me tell you what got into me that evening.<\/p>\n
After the usual getting ready, we went down to our favorite spot. People were already gathering \u2014 a mix of ages and vibes \u2014 though, as always, not nearly enough single guys for my taste.<\/p>\n
It wasn\u2019t too crowded, but there were enough of us that this time I actually had a few options among the single men.<\/p>\n
We got our drinks, and I started scoping out the room \u2014 just like I always do.<\/p>\n
Time went by, and I started thinking there might not be any sex that night. Then I noticed someone blindfolded, strapped to the St. Andrew\u2019s cross, being \u201cpleasured.\u201d<\/p>\n
Out of two couples, one girl took the submissive role. They even let another couple join in, but honestly, it didn\u2019t go much beyond some light touching.<\/p>\n
That\u2019s when I realized the whole thing was starting to piss me off.<\/p>\n
Sure, it looked good, and the girl was cute too, but nothing real was happening \u2014 just a bit of kissing, some nipple licking, and lazy fondling.<\/p>\n
Still, everyone was watching them, almost admiring them, and of course, they were loving all that attention.<\/p>\n
Then I spotted two single guys \u2014 sometimes watching the show, sometimes watching me.<\/p>\n
I turned to Csan\u00e1d and said,\u00a0\u201cYou know what? I\u2019m getting bored. That girl\u2019s not even doing anything, and everyone\u2019s acting like she\u2019s the star of the night.\u201d<\/p>\n
Call it instinct, ego, or whatever \u2014 but right then I decided:\u00a0screw this, I\u2019m stealing the show.<\/p>\n
Otherwise, what\u2019s the point of being known as \u201cTimi, the girl who\u2019s into single guys\u201d?<\/p>\n
Csan\u00e1d said he was heading to the bathroom and told me to decide what I wanted to do.<\/p>\n
Didn\u2019t take me long \u2014 I walked up to one of the guys and asked if he wanted to fuck. He loved the idea, and we got straight to it.<\/p>\n
The sight and the sounds drew in the second guy I\u2019d already been checking out earlier, and he joined in too.<\/p>\n
After that, more single guys started coming over \u2014 some I let join, some I didn\u2019t \u2014 but the point was clear: the attention was now on me, where\u00a0real\u00a0action was happening, not just that lame teasing.<\/p>\n
By the time Csan\u00e1d came back, I was already busy with two guys.<\/p>\n
I can\u2019t even explain why that feeling took over me. Maybe because the earlier \u201cshow\u201d felt so weak \u2014 all for show, no real passion.<\/p>\n
Or maybe I just wanted to remind everyone what swinging is actually about \u2014 at least the way I do it.<\/p>\n
I don\u2019t usually act like that, or even feel that way. But it happened.<\/p>\n
I can\u2019t say I\u2019m proud of it, but it did what it was supposed to.<\/p>\n
And so did I \u2014 satisfied, in every sense of the word.<\/p>\n
I know, the title sounds strange \u2014 but it\u2019s not a mistake. One night in Gran Canaria, at a party,<\/p>\n